and so a week passed quickly again.. was helpin out with the club this yr onwards.. many things im still unsure. Gakkai side as well, i also had a few new missions.. i really hope to be able to contribute more and not be defeated by my own darkness or other obstacles again.. jus this few weeks alrdy took 3x cab.. and although i had my performance bonus, i forsee i'll be broke pretty soon..

met up w kerene on fri.. had dinner and done some shoppin tgt w her.. i really hasnt prepared anything and i felt terribly sorry.. was too caught up w my own things.. i need to be less self-centered and more humble..

combined w kk and bb on sun.. according to them(the conductors and all), we were doin better than last week.. at least i could hit more 'tau geh' but my partner wasnt here.. so the lower were sounding much louder than the first.. i still feel very down lookin at our strengths against others but rather than feelin down which could only make things worst, i guess being positive and putting efforts to make things work is more effective ba..

my thumb has been trembling since i picked Eflat up again.. but it has gotten better as time pass.. i think my fingers and brain dun work so fast afterall.. XD and i was commented for using Carebear file lor.. thanks ar. make sure to bring a BLACK one this week.. =D

no matter what we do, lets make every effort to ensure we can play tgt in one mind, in one tune and in one rhythm. Gambatte!!!