its 2009 already!! its crazy cuz it seems as if i was jus in the midst of 2008 and now we're already in 2009 and running~ gosh.

well, review of the year.. i hasnt done much of things because i feel that im still tryin to climb out of a super deep pit that i fell in years ago due to some reasons.. what happened in the early 09 i already cant rem.. ARGH. anw, so this year was quite significant to a certain extent.. to me, i had my first performance with the bassoon that i started late last yr.. then i chanted my first 5 hours dmk and fought my best for my dear friends' illness.. then i helped to prepare for kosen-rufu day and SGi exchange which i was required to do simple designing.. then i did my 'live' translation for the first time in one of the '1st' dmk.. then i was appointed chapter leader and transferred out of the district which i belonged for the last 20 years on may 3rd.. then i turned 21.. then i flew on a plane for the first time in my life! drank outside with my friends for the first time.. then i performed with two instruments, reading two clefs for the first time..

so many first times.. so many memories and of cuz setbacks.. and this year is also my sickly year.. SIGHS. well.. i know that i didnt strive hard enough.. and there are still many things that is "pending".. i see something that was about to be achieved but due to me "droppin-off", all became blank again.. though i didnt tell u bout this before and i think it doesnt matter even if i do.. but i will work very hard and be more consistent in my daily prayers to ensure that i slowly advance towards the goals that i want to achieve..

as a chapter leader, i really feel quite useless.. hasnt written down my resolutions exactly yet so i will do them soon.. to all of you who has been reading my blog, gambatte in all your endeavours and all the best! jinsi shared with me these key points that she learnt from a senior ldr after her japan trip. Things to bear in mind in order to have our prayers answered:
1. Ikeda sensei
2. Gohonzon - NMHRGK
3. Kosen-rufu

well, i did but maybe its in the wrong way.. whichever.. i have to be more hardworking and really put in my utmost before it is too late.. banzai~ Year of Youth and Victory!

TA DA!!!


my first post for 2008!! applause please...



haha...



countdown was a tiring one.. first time selling at clark quay.. response wasnt good.. think its cuz of the wrong target audience? people from the ****** keep coming to disturb..ahaha.. dun so naughty eh.. sigh.. anw, slept at 530AM on 1st jan 2008.. pro ma?


and got disturbed several times by SMSes and calls coming in..finally forced to wake up at 1230 cuz i need to get an email out.. =((( anw, so guess wad i had for first day of 2008??

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Chicken Rice!!!


ahaha.. i dun mind la.but tt rice also not very nice neh.. :P so.. i actually arranged my schedule for the whole day le.. but who knoes they need my help to do souvenir for the M&D.. so from 330pm till 900++, i was stucked doing the souvenir.. ahahaha.. amso happy that i did alot of things for this M&D souvenir.. though met with alot of obstacles and first-time, but all were solved one-by-one..

yea... here's the highlight of this post!!


i ..



saw..



my..



sec sch...





teacher in my current school!!




i was like OMG OMG!! cuz she was the teacher whom we call "bra-less teacher".. yes! bra-less meaning never wear.. i dunno why la.. but tts the nickname my friends give.. and it was rumoured tt she ever went to IMH cuz she couldnt take the stress from teaching... and i was like shocked to see her man.. wonder why is she in this school now.. :PPP

a teacher also said tt her sec sch teacher is in this sch..wads wrong man? are we growing up or is there something with the ministry? ahahaha.. such a coincidence.. OMG...

yoohoo.. its a happy week!!

thurs we had SYC duty.. SYC == Soka Youth Centre.. duty meaning youths from each chapter will take turns to look after the kaikan as its a centre for the youths only.. so got to clean toilet la, look after lib la.. etc..


and i love SYC duty!


and i managed to bring hua yee down! it is so fun.. i mean i will try to really understand her more, her needs and satisfy her doubts regarding buddhism etc.. this also ensures that i gotta learn more.. =S


wah.. its 30th dec already!! another 1 and 1/2 hrs and it'll be 31 dec!! hahaa..




exhausted.. today is a fulfilling day!! haha.. supposed to go for SD kenshu in the morning at senja kaikan.. met jinsi and her mbr yishan at woodlands for breakfast.. jinsi got me present!! as well as for weiyi.. =)))

then we took bus down to senja.. already late le!! and the bus broke down like 2 stops before our destination!! !@#$%$%^&* !@#$%^&* the door cant be closed!! its those old old TIBS bus lor.. no choice, the driver say : " the bus broke down le. so sorry." and all of us got down the bus.. and the 3 of us dunno which bus to take lor.. so juz anyhow hop into the next bus.. and... ended up the bus went into BP interchange... -_-" not very far but still.. already late so we walk faster, faster to kaikan.. lol..


i was happy man!! saw so many familiar faces and friends.. and today seems like my birthday lor.. receive many gifts somemore.. ahahhaa.. maddness.. so nice to see them again.. but NYPSD still the same old few pple neh... aiyo yo.. =P

ya.. and so.. when i saw weiling, jiu teared le!! dunno why.. very paiseh.. haha.. but i think maybe cuz i'm very attached to her ba.. and sooooooooooo long we didnt see or catch up w each other le.. she gave me a gift!! hao gan dong..

yea.. but i didnt really attend the kenshu cuz i reached kaikan at 9++ and i go off at 9 +++ already.. pro hor.. so sorry kevin, that i really didnt help out at all.. then when i was at level 1 ther, i saw angela~! my dear angi.. then i teared again.. hao mei yong orh.. but i really missed all of them.. but we muz move on!! and i will continue to contribute to my dist and my cultural grp!

so i tobang ann nee's car down to her hse to fetch her bro then to TBSC for our M&D rehearsal.. actually i also dunno y i go down so early.. haha.. cuz she say need my help for stage music.. and also later alan can fetch the rest of them mah.. haha..

i actually 'zuo bo' at TBSC from the time i reach until 1 plus ba.. :P then helped out bla bla bla.. at the end of the day at 6pm, i was all exhausted and stoning there.. supposed to meet another YWD and/or weiling but both cant make it.. and i was already on yuzhen's car.. dunno y the journey so long.. and we left TBSC ard 6+? i reach home at 815.. long journey hor.. haha.. and i slept on the car.. so shiok.. dun wanna wake up le.. :P

reached home, and my lil nephew is there!! he so cute na.. haha.. 2 yrs old can say A is for apple, . . . all the way until Z. not bad hor~ somemore he can do alot of cute cute actions.. and he walk, not steady de lor.. always 'piang' land on the floor.. i think he did it purposely la.. cuz he still look so happy.. always happy and admire my sis's kofu-family.. i will also strive for it..


ok! i'm so tired i'm gg to slp.. tml will be a loooong day.. need to buy nian gao for the midnight gongyo.. ahaha!!

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its DECEMBER 2007!!



last yr de this day, what am i doin?




last yr ard nov-dec, i was almost at orchard everyday.. not to shop, but helpin my fren who's selling lightstick.. yup.. tt was a horrendous time for me i can say.. cuz in order to help my fren, i skipped almost all the mtg for tt time period, no homevisits, and even discussion meeting were done in a haste. then everyday is very tired de.. cuz skipped my daily practice, somemore was havin my horrible attachment, then never contact my members, bla bla bla.. yup.. so i think till now i'm still pickin myself from there..

but well, minus away all these actually it was quite a fun experience.. got to know handsome guy stepping on the high-sticks(cai gao qiao), know alot of funny and friendly pple and it was a experience for me.. countdown madness.. ahaha!!


this year, i'm gonna spend my last month of the year in a very meaningful way!! how? haven thought of it.. but i will give my all to everything i do so that i will not have any regrets..


have/did/will not fulfill my new year resolutions for this year but i achieved something also.. my new year resolution is to finish HR and all of sensei's NHR this year.. but i didnt manage to la.. ahahha.. but instead, i learnt guitar, performed in fri rend(singing) and.. learn how to play bassoon.. ahahha..next yr, have tot of bring my guitar skills further.. or shld i go learn the piano? my fingers might be a lil too hard le lei.. :(


some deadlines to rush, schedules to squeeze, appointments to make and complete.. and presents to give.. ahhhh.. hao qiong ar.. MONEY NOT ENOUGH~~ ahaha..


prac today.. as usual, i'm the FIRST to reach!! clap faster clap.. *so proud of myself* went punggol park b4 tt.. to rackey for our coming gathering.. punggol park VS pasir ris park.. hmmm..

i felt that i didnt play as well as last week.. esp the solo part.. argh.. wu lao shi seems to slow down my part.. cuz aft tt the orch went damn fast.. :( and emboshure is tired today.. last week i played for much longer time and i also didnt feel this tired.. but i think i'm getting better at reading bass clef and with my fingering.. just that i sound horrible when playing notes about high 'C'.. yawnz.. tonight got no longbang again.. driver not here.. ahaha!! think by the time we left kaikan, it was 10 pus le.. the gang went to eat&drink happily while i went home.. alone. =( ahaha.. cuz i'm good girl!! ^^ saw kenji and alan on the way home.. they had dmk.. always think tt alan is ann nee's bro.. hahaha.. maybe they're always tgt since we were young ba.. seeing alan makes me think of his sister.. NMHRGK.. hao le.. gtg! loOk out for updates~~