oh.. im obessed with the japanese language now.. all due to the drama that i've been watching all these while.. =P ther's Nodame, Hotari, and Gokusen!! i like Gokusen man.. so cool~ and althought Yankumi always doesnt have a good ending for her love life.. lolx~

its....PHOTOS time!

on the way home from scc..

jasmine's 21 birthday at ECP.. we all didnt sleep.. @_@

kitkat from a colleague in appreciation of my contribution to the sch newsletter.. though i didnt do much..

TA DA!!

'Purple' is sitting on my lappie~~

went for a snco-ians family mbr's wake ytd.. come to think of it, we can be rep of the entire orch since ther's a string, a wind, a brass and a percussion.. LOLX!!!

though i can see tt this ymd was upset by this sudden death of his family, he still encouraged us and said tt it was a challenge left to him. *applause!*

as i read in Kaneko Story, Ikeda Sensei also did not show his grief and instead encourage the mbrs who came for his son's wake. Such great people.. how can i ever be as strong as that?

attended a lecture by Prof Du Wei Ming at SSA HQ l on wed.. his talk was on dialogues and creating a harmonious society. his lecture was one of the few that i can connect and agree with.. (me being a very un-knowledgeable person) and i was awake throughout the whole lecture to listen to his views.. the things he said was very right.. right as in there is not definite way but all things, all philosophy has to complement one another to bring out the best effect..

anyone interested, pls ask me for more details~ =D

i m so broke.. no more 'droppin-prawns', no more ktv, no more blanjah-ing.. RAWR.

never tot tt today's 1 & 1/2 - 2 hrs of ldrs mtg can make me realise so much things once again.. to start off, we sang a song for all mothers that is "天下的妈妈都是一样的" yup.. so i created a lil something for all mothers to commemorate this special day.. =)








after singing, we started our mtg proper with activities updates.. woah. it was quite alot of activities.. so sorry for not using the activities list at all.. =P so after all the updates, was updates by WD.. and then by our chpt chief reg breaking our big "orstrich egg".. feel so guilty and suddenly realised i've been sleeping for so long.. juz like one of our ldr who say tt sometimes we lag behind or there may be some ldrs who missed one mtg, and the second one, and slowly they detach from our activities and suddenly we dun see them alrdy.. tts y we muz also look back sometimes and pull our fellow comrades along.. like me.. somebody!! ~SOS~

then SH said something which strucked me: something like "thanks all leaders for making it down after a hard days' work. 很可怜hor.. 可是广布的道路上是没有可怜这两个字的。" which i feel ya.. we as ldrs shld nv feel tt workin for our members, for kosen-rufu and sensei shld be a burden or something very stressful.. so i muz strive harder!!! recalling back the YGM, i didnt put in much efforts.. surely did not deserve the praise by all of you.. but as our t-shirt wrote, 与师共战, i will definitely do my best just for the sake of sensei!

i think i have been on the reverse gear for very long le.. tts why now i feel so lost.. like dunno what the org is happening, how the avtivities are shifting its direction.. =( i cant help anyone ard me.. today's my last day of work.. how fast time flies! feelin a lil sad and pity that i gave up a job tt has such good location.. but nah, i'm going forward to pursue my dreams.. even though my dream is to become a designer, i always asked myself what is the purpose? i wan to be able to design stuffs tt gives people hope, courage and happiness.. but felt abit beatened aft wad my ex-boss says.. anyway, i'm gg to listen to sensei and set my dreams high! i will definitely find my mission~~ though i wanted very much to be a designer, at the same time, i feel that i will be much happier if i can help pple ard me directly.. as in helpin them to find a job, giving them confidence to stand up again etc.. DAIMOKU! is all i need now.. take care peeps from _ _ _.. haha.. hope you guys like the email i sent! ^^