hai.. ah tu is sad.. i feel like i've been cheated lor..


yesterday before i left work, feeling happy and all.. and today, i felt the total extreme.


how can they attach someone else's payslip to mine? or maybe it was because i was too mindless to see carefully AGAIN.. but still!!! i thought i had an increment! when i checked my bank, there wasnt. so i forgot all bout it until i reached home.. checked again this morning bearing some hope.. there still isnt!! checked the document.. its another person's name!! so sad so sad.. the money is not mine~~~ hen xiang xiao zhe guo qu, but its impossible.. i juz wished i had a shell to hide in now lor..


my only consolation is my friends who will rejoice w me when i share w them the good news and who will feel sad together with me when i told them that it didnt turn out good.. at least my happiness is doubled and my sadness is halved le ba.. right?


maybe i'm really those who do not have a mind of my own.. but i do have my own principles..why should we live a life that is so self-centered, self-demanding? hai.. how i feel, what i do, what's in my mind cant be said with juz a few words or even a few nights of talking.. that's y i'm juz tryin to release a lil of my unhappiness, of my clashing thoughts, to minimise the chances of suffering internal injuries.. =P


ther's a chinese saying dunno wad ... 惊醒梦中人 i think i feel like that.. go a big round, still come back to ourselves ba.. since i realise this, should start thinkin about wad i shld do and wad i can do le.. but i really feel very appreciated for the efforts trying to put in.. we are all humans so definitely ther'll be times wher we feel tired.. i also will!! but i always tell myself that since sensei can do it, i muz also be able to win, even step by step.. hahaha...


bu zhi dao yao shuo se me.. (i dunno wad to carry on typing) ru guo you se me wen ti jiu lai zao wo ba! (if you have any enquires, feel free to look for me!!!) wo sui ran hen mang, dan bu guan zen yang dou hui jing wo nen li de! (though i look like a busy person,i will do my best to help!~)

*the translated english text is for the benefits of dead indian meat.. wahahahaha.. :P

oh man.. time flies~~ its monday again!!


so blue... BLUE!



my sat is burnt.. by my wonderful orch prac.. juz got invitation to 2 parties.. and i dun think i can attend le.. :(



the staff room is esp. quiet today.. all sec 2 form teachers are away for camp and i tink the rest are havin meeting.. yawn.. and i cant find my HOD..


and 15 mins more before i go home!! rather, shld i go home? yawn~~ let me blog while i can ba!! =)

TA DA!!!


my first post for 2008!! applause please...



haha...



countdown was a tiring one.. first time selling at clark quay.. response wasnt good.. think its cuz of the wrong target audience? people from the ****** keep coming to disturb..ahaha.. dun so naughty eh.. sigh.. anw, slept at 530AM on 1st jan 2008.. pro ma?


and got disturbed several times by SMSes and calls coming in..finally forced to wake up at 1230 cuz i need to get an email out.. =((( anw, so guess wad i had for first day of 2008??

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Chicken Rice!!!


ahaha.. i dun mind la.but tt rice also not very nice neh.. :P so.. i actually arranged my schedule for the whole day le.. but who knoes they need my help to do souvenir for the M&D.. so from 330pm till 900++, i was stucked doing the souvenir.. ahahaha.. amso happy that i did alot of things for this M&D souvenir.. though met with alot of obstacles and first-time, but all were solved one-by-one..

yea... here's the highlight of this post!!


i ..



saw..



my..



sec sch...





teacher in my current school!!




i was like OMG OMG!! cuz she was the teacher whom we call "bra-less teacher".. yes! bra-less meaning never wear.. i dunno why la.. but tts the nickname my friends give.. and it was rumoured tt she ever went to IMH cuz she couldnt take the stress from teaching... and i was like shocked to see her man.. wonder why is she in this school now.. :PPP

a teacher also said tt her sec sch teacher is in this sch..wads wrong man? are we growing up or is there something with the ministry? ahahaha.. such a coincidence.. OMG...

guess who i saw in this lonely, strange-land?

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its melvin! from HGC de.. surprise rite? actually i tot i saw him in school durin my first week there... but i didnt call out to him for fear of paiseh.. den today i saw him in library so i pretended to walk out then hesitating whether to call.. den i guess he recognise me la.. heng.. haha!!

its really qiao tt i can find a gakkai mbr, and him.. as i haven seen him for so long alrdy for mtgs..

yup.. so we catch up a lil.. so he's actually here for relief teaching.. gg to NTU soon.. wow.. xin fu de.. well, since i have this 'fate' to see him i muz try my best to bring him back to the organisation and active in activities again.. =) *smiles* chant for me oh!