jus got an sms about a fren's birthday celeb.. then ask whether to share present anot.. say wan get her some branded stuff plus treat her.. jus wondering why is this so unfair.. maybe its wrong of me to judge..

or isit jus cuz i didnt throw party for everyone? i didnt even get an sms from my so-i-thought-was closest friend back then.. isnt it still now? i jus dun understand.. ARGH.. i m so broke.. i still haven pay for the reeds.. return some $$ owed and renew my subscription.. tts it man..

gohonzon!!! help~~~ i dun wanna grumble anymore.. sigh..