i am pissed.. complained to my fren about it.. and after that although i felt better, i also felt worst at the same time.. sighs.. i really hate myself for being like this..

tried to ignore all the sms and emails.. then in the end it was thru msn.. had an urge to jus thrash it out.. but in the end i decided to take all the negative karma by myself.. well, i did not want pple to feel bad and then in one way or other, have different opinions of me. yup.

finally training is over!! and the festive season is here.. but yet all my ker-chng ker-chng is leaving me.. i need to be more optimistic man.. if not ther's really a tendency to succumb to the three poisons and five impurities.. Gambarimasu!!

here to share a song tt i recently fell in love with:

范瑋琪/左安安-不要哭





so dear friend.. bu yao ku~~ pls really share ur problems w pple ard u ok? =))