we are almost done with our rounds of homevisits. i didnt make it for some of the ymds and for xc i only spoke with her like on the way from a discussion to the train station.


and so, ytd we went to yl's place. maybe it was the presence of my ymds counterpart. she asked a question about sustaining faith and how does one continue to go for kosen-rufu activities sincerely when one's life condition is low or already worn out by our own personal things? i am learning alot from them. parts that i dont possess.


i also dunno. thats why i want to find out. being emo doesnt help at all. no matter what, i'll stop thinking of finding out how to climb back in the midst of LLC. i guess i cant do it like sensei. achieving even greater heights each time.


and so, ytd attended lecturer's study. they dun have my name! erm... so it means i dun have to join in for further sessions? hmmm.. :/

saw a few weary faces. i wonder why?

then my WD had a friend who could give a ride back to tomato. and so i followed. little did i know that she was the mother of a YWD i 'took care' of in SD days. and her dad knows my sis! small world. and i didnt recognise them. was feeling quite bad that i didnt do my best to encourage her daughter back then. i didnt do enough.. but she will be alright with such parents. i want to keep in touch with her. thats what i thought. really.