because this weekend is it!


the open house for the academy! i jus visited the website and suddenly i got very... yes, flustered.
i actually dont qualify for the application. and also i've been thinkin whether i should go for it because it will be the equivalent certification as the one i already have. plus this is going to be a career where i have to work really hard.. im not talented after all..


im nervous.. i dont think i can find anyone to go with me anyways so thats why im even more nervous.. *bites*


going to cry~ T__T