guess what? my home internet is down again!!!


i wonder if i did anything to the connection.. (not physically) but i might have changed the password or certain settings thus it didnt work again.. ARGH.. this is so troublesome. thinkin of changing another service provider. but it'll mean i'll lose the HC priviledges.


went for SD anniv on sat.. took my YWD along and she share w me many things. :) but i feel abit helpless, like back to the times of being a cic or a dist.. nevertheless, mus work harder. ^^V the sun was still sunny and bright ard 1-2pm but it started pouring when the first part of the show ended ard 4plus. so we took our umbrellas and walked to the bart-top. SO WET desu~ it was as if the whole place(a house) was undergoing some cleaning by the rain(a huge hose).. the sky outside was so white that everything seems to have went thru this gaussian blur filter in photoshop. XD


sunday came and so we all went for alice's wedding. SLEEP makes me late.. :( anyone to give me call everyday? hahahha.. then i think it wont work on me le.. muz be like random.! hahhaha.. aiyo.. recently my condition has been quite bad.. tryin hard to not let it become worse. BOOOO.. ah tu is sad. but its ok. and so after the soka ceremony, went home and slept. cuz leg pain, ankle breaking and internet down, starhub customer service was busy. so i had EXCUSES to sleep. hahaha..


really lor.. i dunno y(maybe i know) but my ankle is hurting alot.. so much that it seems as if it is crushing and the nerves and calcium is slowing running off.. and my back as well.. ARGH i feel so like a lao ah ma.


the dinner was quite good.. at least i knew 90% of the pple on the table. the other 10% was christina who wasnt in the band by the time i came in. Bride always looks pretty and her wedding seems almost like a perfect one. anyway, meow meow will certainly get married one. in the case of none, it doesnt matter cuz we're still going to meet each other to go for mtgs when we're WD rite? XD


and so i wondered about the purpose of a partner in life as well as a marriage. As Mr Yap says, everything mus be based on buddhism and i find that true. its jus that i hasnt really practiced hard enough of that into my life.


internet is down~!!!!! ARGh. and sometimes i grumble because of all these itsty-bitsy bits of setbacks in life.. because these things make life slightly more inconvenient. and human tendencies.. is part of me. because i cant find myself being so gentle, appearing so kind to everyone. i express my nice in another way i guess.. am NOT a alien thou.


jus grumbling.. because im tryin to avoid work. XD lets strive ahead!!