yay.. my internet is finally back.. after several weeks.. almost wanted to terminate this service for another company's one. to cut the green for the red. but i didnt anyway..


beginning to love sundays.. went to bugis to collect my 10-day supply of free sample and purchased a router from SLS.. XDXDXD


maybe i shld also take a break from prac.. :P my instrument seems to be falling out.. *gasp* doushiyo, doushiyo?!?!?!
i certainly need to get it repaired before the concert.. since i've been dragging for so long.. and also get new reeds. :S im so broke. . . again.


RAWR.. my AM came over the other.. few days before, i was asking myself where shld i head towards? abit lost.. because on one hand, i dun wanna stay in this same place for too long, on 'two' hand, it is so comfortable for me to stay.. too comfortable alrdy.. i wan to pursue further education.. but there is almost zero confidence in both my results and my capabilities(seeing that i need to submit a portfolio which i've lost it twice) i'm doin so-not-my-intended-field-related-kind-of-work now.. and i've also been lazy and busy la.. need to upgrade and purchase some virus-buster software on my computer asap as well.. there are jus too many pop-ups..


minor problems i have.. but chapter side there's more.. as soon as after the study meeting where i've decided to fight on no matter what, the sanshoshima attack me.. i can imagine the conversaion below:
ahtu says to sanshoshima :"eh, am i really so easy to attack?"
sanshoshima:"of cuz la! u're jus such an easy-to-manipulate person! hiak hiak hiak"
ahtu:"hmpf! i'll prove you wrong! i'll not be defeated by you!"

and so, though i was feelin abit tired and worn out, i wasnt defeated! *claps*

the times ahead will be hard.. really hard besides the huge economic crisis tts coming.. but no matter what, i must win! step-by-step i will fight.. one-by-one i'll encourage.. word-by-word i'll chant.. YAY!


^^V