this was the title of a particular article in a book i saw in popular..



flipped to that page and i started reading..



and the conclusion is.. a 职业梦想家 is someone who just dreams about his/her dreams but never took action to realise it.



and it sort of hit on me that "YOU ARE THIS KIND OF PERSON!"




alright i am.



because.. the one who passionately declared to start studying is now havin second thoughts when obstacles comes running.. obstacles both within and without.. i am feeling the courage diminishing moment by moment.


and to top it off, i really feel frustrated and strange at the behavior of certain people.. ya, CERTAIN people. call me low life for now. because the reason behind their behavior is really absurd la. sighs.. is this really my karma?



i lost the vigor to focus on anything now already.. ARH~!!!!