hi blog! and visitors who still check this web-covered place once in a while.. :D



i m busy with twitter now.. thats why blogging has become a 2nd priority.. recently i've become very hardworking at work oh.. maybe its because of the pending workload? maybe also because im feeling some threat.. :S



nevertheless, i'm really trying to resolve all the problems step by step. be it solving from the root or jus using a temporary method to cover up, at least things are progressing.. well, this time it must go live ASAP.



and so, this year is coming to an end.. i cant say its a VERY GOOD or VERY BAD year.. more like a 'switch over' period for me.. switching of identities u might say.. well, kind of.. i've been quite slack and dead.. then i thought of the 'me' few years ago and i realised time cannot turn back and i cant go back to how i was.. because things happen for a reason, all the experiences i had open a new kind of character in me and i should continue and become a great human being.. the kind i would like myself to be.


and so, i didnt chant to go back to the ME i was in SD but rather to not be affected by things that happened in the past, to have the courage and ability to control certain things, to not let myself be the stumbling block to the growth of my YWDs and the projects that i'm working on.


still searching and seeking and i guess life is like this.. there might be no end but will one continue to seek or are you satisfied with what you have? it is so easy to fall into the path laid by the 3 poison (greed, anger, stupidity) but weiling shared with me the answer GD gave her to "how to remain pure faith" was: It is difficult to remain pure in heart in this evil age with so many desires but we should be like the lotus flower that blooms in the muddy swamp.


recently was quite troubled with'ka-chng' problem as well as plusplus problem.. although i was quite frustrated.. i also tried to reflect and think.. well, yes i am young and ignorant. maybe its jus stubboness. ya i am very stubbon. and this magical force will increase if opposing force increase. like they always say to the contestants in 'xing guang' during PK show, one must 遇强则强.



and thank you my friends, who sent me messages and presents(all rabbity..) and your company. im not alone. you too. :D



and, oh. i wonder if i've high blood. haha.. strange.