is to blog!! i need to blog! jus to type down my thots before they disappear..

today is such a 'qiao' day to have met a ywd friend on the way to scc.. supposed to meet JH & ML for bf but one of them woke up late.. cause and effect for me ba.. :S


then THP was sick and didnt come for prac.. daijobu ka? but we have a few more to join us! *claps*


really.. it was because i didnt chant hard..


the SURPRISE was, my ywd actually texted me sayin tt she wants to pick up momentum in activities again and asked me to update her! woohoo.. like, WOOHOOO!!! after much thinkin, im sure it was my zone.. but to prevent myself from being over-confident, im gg to dedicate all energies to chanting even more.. hoping to be able to attract all the good forces..


when chanting, i was thinking.. 11 recruits, 5 audited, 6 dropped and half of the bulk was somehow linked to me in a way. it mus be me not putting enough efforts.. ther's no time to stop and blame and feel bad and bla bla bla. lets move on.


then rushed down to senja(VERY LATE. T_T ).. and i was supposed to be the emcee! but havin my zone ard really gives me a secure feeling. like how starlight program pple describe when singing with their seniors.. :D i will be better..


then worked on the prep.. forget the complain because i dun wan myself to be biased against anyone. its the time to foster and i know im esp weak at this module. i can be a very good mbr, a good follower but not a holistic leader who can fulfill all of what i need to. moto moto!!


then went down to town to repair watch. :S $10++++ de watch no need to spend so much effort but it broke down on the 2nd day of purchase and i jus wanted justice. lucky i need no gang nor tattoos to boost my 'gung-ho-ness'. :D


met giraffe wheni was abt to leave.. he still look so friendly and stuff and i didnt really wanna stay to have a chat.. im anti-social. XD


skipped lunch and had a heavy dinner. now i know why i grow fats so quickly.. URG. :(


and so, ah tu's exciting field trip ends with her tryin to finish the never-ending work. (yay~)