hasnt been posting for a loooooooooooong time because.. because.. there wasnt much to post.


been so busy recently that time flashes by week after week.. i wonder.. work is fine, 2nd session of FR workshop was abit rush, so im starting to think if we can finish everything by the 4th one.
chapter side not doing very good because my counterpart is gg to be transferred and i even ruined the youth gathering by not gg down for it. :S im so sorry..
orch/band/ensembe side, we're gg to have recruitment tml! and i have to be honest n say tt i didnt complete the 7 hours. haiz.. perhaps this is why at the age of **, ah tu is still struggling with her life. XD


actually something quite bad happened during our rehearsal.. but theres not need to mention anw since 'point one finger at others, four is pointing towards urself'. perhaps no expectation is the best. :D


and then.. i got to play w tablets!! and even 'teach' the students how to use a tablet PC. am really fortunate cuz i wanted to get one for myself but now i get to experience first before i invest.. its a good opportunity presented. and by learning myself, somehow, i can pass my knowledge to students as well.. (thou not pro one.. XD) and i also have many good colleagues ard me who ask me to pursue further education and give me many advice about work and the future as well. (jus not about marriage. hahaha..)


after 1 yr passed, somehow i've been pushing back the plan to take a step forward.. maybe im not courageous enough.. need to take concrete action to build a proper portfolio as well as look at the potential institutes that i can apply for. i really want to do something tt i like and also which i can contribute in my own way.



and so..it was said tt if i didnt chant, there wont be any new players. =( actually i dun see myself as tt impt la.. but i know it is wrong. so.. gomeneh.. i wil repay the dmk. :D