yay.. finally CFG its over.. and weili declare my own attempt fail!! *claps*


burnt my brain. and the total outcome was messy.. as expected when i saw the one earlier. time was too squeezy. and some pple were jus too rude to even ask for permission and can even say rude words, thinkin that they have everything.

or was it due to my inexperience? that i didnt realise that things were gonna be like this. time wasnt on our hands. the equipments too. they jus didnt behave. and the crowd. sighs. ok.. i didnt invite anyone down so i shld blame other pple..

my own girls didnt come down. sigh. i really dunno whats happening. how can i encourage these pple?

thanks to the support from other chpts(mostly ymds) that i had help for alot of things. is this a problem with the ywds that they do not render help if they do not feel necessary or its not their buddy-sister who's the chapter? ok.. fine then.

dragged my instrument down ready for performace and due to time constrain, i had to draw back the item which we both prepared. still, i dunno y time dragged for ard 20 - half an hour.

everything seems so messy to me. like suddenly got issue pop up here and there and i had to like rush here and there. the co-or person wasnt even there since hald an hour before the show. things like this mus not happen again.

maybe it'd be better if we had 1 chief attached to each portion. welcoming also wasnt well done. i couldnt help out as i was 'supposedly' in the pre-show..

i guess this is call cannot lin-shi-bao fo-jiao.. ok my fault.