yawn~ has been feelin very sleepy and tired recently indeed!



been sliding down.. less dmk, less phone calls, less cash in my pocket, more LLC, more depressed, more slack at work. all the negative functions and my MEFs are visiting me.. =(



slept at 9+ ytd.. and got a missed call from ymd chpt chief.. :P then didnt want to wake up in the morning.. argh.. the weather now is so bad.. i only feel cool in the air-coned office.. and the bad weather has made me feel very frustrated and drags on.. =/ dun like it this way..


HEY! dun waste food, water, electricity and everything around you hor! and also not use so much disposable containers, and the like.. its making the earth warmer and making it so terrible for humans and animals as well.. like my sis, uses the computer throughout the night or either that, falls asleep with the TV on.. thus its making it very unbearable for me cuz i sleep on the upper deck of the bed and i can feel the heat as the computer is right beside my head and the TV is like facing me so i'll sense the light if its not off..

*angry leh..*

furthermore, her alarm sounds like 6am in the morning and with different ringtones at different time and she doesnt wake up to turn it off!! she doesnt wake up anyway,.. so y set the alarm so early? i'm really sufferin almost everyday cuz of this lor.. so its my karma? hai.. i seriously dun understand.. can someone enlighten me? maybe previous lifetime i murdered her or something.. or maybe i broke up her family.. :S



need to be focus and go back to my primepoint le.. my duty and responsibility is different now..if i want to see the change in others, then i muz do so first myself right? reminding myself today on the way to work that muz really make an effort and not juz keep on complaining and lookin back like i used to. i muz be the one to turn the situation ard.. to have hope!! H-O-P-E~ because i seem to be so negative abt everything and its becoming unhealthy.. GAMBATTE~


life is a struggle.. reading my blog is, too, a struggle.. :P