hihi.. weili is back.. with nth much to update.. or maybe alot?

it was teachers' day celeb on fri.. i felt so akward sitting in the staff room with all the teachers, students, ex-students so happily talkin away.. so i went out to talk a walk by myself and also get lunch..

haha.. i think i too greedy le.. i bought a cup corn, ban mian and my honey green tea.. realised tt it was too much already!! aft tt they gave me a chocolate sort of dessert which i do not know what it was.. it's not tiramisu.. maybe the chocolate version.. but taste quite nice.. juz tt i was too full.. and the funny thing is, i was eatin my lunch while watchin 1 litre of tears.. it was such a nice show! really meaningful.. all of u shld at least watch it and really deeply think about the meaning of the show.. =)

under the honour of angi, i got the chance to go for Nester's concert! i'm so glad cuz i really wan hear him perform.. i think i've been ther eveytime he perform.. from kaikan to VCH.. this is the 3rd time he's been to singapore.. juz like sensei.. and this time, our orch had this great good fortune to be able to play with him.. i'm tellin myself that i muz definitely seek out from him and breakthru myself..

- during the concert, i was truly very touched.. and kept tearing lor.. stupid emo me.. because i dun only listen with my ears and heart.. but i kept asking myself why is Nester so great? why is he able to arouse people's heart? precisely cuz he is practising the right way of the Mystic way, following the right path of mentor and disciple.. he has been soin so much for us, for the people, for peace, for sensei.. that is wad encourages and touches me that i cannot be so weak and i muz advance as nester does.. -

have been feelin really low these few days.. i dunno why.. some dun care, some dun know, but ther are also those who will rush immediately once they hear of your troubles.. my angi is that kind of person.. i'm so proud of her, really.. and its really ah yi who helped to encourage her, guide her and allow her to realise her mission that she's upholdin such a great mission now.. *claps..

well, i know tt i muz get up.. but first, i need to know what is the root of my prob.. i wan to be truly alive and happy once again.. to grow together with my mbrs.. so not have much time left.. so i'm doin whatever i can right now.. but is wad i do correct? i asked this to myself everyitme..

sat came and went.. i felt we had a -not-so-bad- concert.. better than the previous one.. and it will get better and better.. =D its definitely due to Nesters' strong lifeforce and positive ichinen.. though somehow heartbroken by a few peeps, but i will not let myself be discourage because of so many others in the orch.. this is juz another beginning for us.. and we also prepared a huge card for sensei.. i wanted to write.. no courage.. and what shld i write? "dear sensei, i'm having prob.. bla bla bla.. what shld i do?" this juz tell myself tt i hasn't been seekin enough, nor reading enough.. sensei..

sun, woke up late for morning gongyo again!! argh.. i've got a very strong lazy demon inside me.. anw, manged to catch GD's ong guidance. Gor was translating.. the only --" thing was tt he got the same shirt as jerry.. argh.. TBLTH.. then went for breakfast w WL, JS, WLi, PX, QY, CX.. lolx.. all chinese names i've used huh? heard comments bout the concert.. weili, yao jia you ar.. i really hope to see GD ong attend our concert and hear his praises and applauses again..

mon.. took leave in order to attend my jiu jiu's wake.. hai.. life is so fragile and unpredictable.. i feel deeply for him.. and went thru the traditional ceremony even though i dun wan to.. =X cuz of my mom.. i'm willing to go thru it.. kept chanting throughout.. experience for me ba.. jiu jiu ni yi ding yao cheng fo, zuan huan su ming, qu shi zai you gohonzon de di fang wan cheng ni de shi ming.. jia you! also met za for jalan-ing.. though time was really tight and we had alot of things/places tt we wan to go but didnt managed to.. love ya gurl!! Friends Forever~

tues, back to work.. cant leave my cosy bed.. ~~~ haha.. Congrats to GQ who has passed his exams!! *claps.. had lunch with kal at amk hub today.. cuz ther was not much work.. and i need to run some errand to do some stuffs for our martini who'll be leavin for US.. another one.. cherie, then GY, my sis went over for work as well(thou only a few weeks), now martin.. hai.. y is everyone leaving? understand the workins of mission.. so pls really jia you! all of us will be supporting and watchin over u.. tonight will be the 1st yoouth nationwide mtg for SSA.. in order to respond to sensei.. will be performin.. wad do i expect from this? how do i respond to sensei?

Lets ITAIDOSHIN! Jia you, Jia you, Jia you!!